Existence of Him

Since our childhood, our elders told us, "God is real, believe in him, he created us, he is the one and only power in this universe."

Books taught us, "God is always with us, no matter what happens, what we do, how we are. He is always with you, helping us."

Movies, series and cartoons showed us, "God is looking down on us, healing us, keeping us safe. He's the one who holds us in our bad times, when we're weak, numb, broken. He listens us, our requests, our prayers, our tears, our screams. He knows everything and he always helps us. We're his child, he'll get us through hard times. He'll become our strength, our smile.. 

However, tell me one thing.. 

Did he listened to the ones who were dying inside, and then suicided? 

Did he listened to the ones who had no fault still got raped and then later killed? 

Did he listened to that old man who worships him every single day and night, keeping faith in him, no matter what? 

Did he listened to him, who always works hard, for 5-6 hours to achieve his goals? 

Did he listened to her who is weak and broken inside? Did he listened to those poor kids begging and crying on the footpaths? 

Did he listened?

 Some people will say, they do. They do listen to us, but for a fact tell me one thing, what changed? 

What changed jn their lives? Did they got better? Did they got what they wanted, maybe a little but still, did they? 

The answer is gonna be the same, NO! 

But if we see things, a little differently, still... 

He may not give us what we begged for, cried for. He must've gave us something better. 

Something may not have changed, but who knows what will happen, in future. 

Our Shree Mad Bhagvat Geeta, Quran, Holy Bible..everything says you'll get everything according to your actions. And yes, we get it, but still why doesn't he helps us when we need it the most? When we're begging on our knees, screaming on top of our lungs! 

Why? 

Life has brought us at such a point, that we ourselves don't understand, what to do? 

Believe in him? Keep faith in him? Even when he doesn't helps us when we need him? Like the most?

At some point, His existence seems hoax, an entire lie..but at the other, it feels like he's with us, we can't stop going back to him, chanting his name, no matter what.